Trooper Brent,
Today you are ONE year old! I can't believe how fast time has gone. You are becoming more and more of a toddler everyday, yet I still see you as my tiny baby boy. You have made this past year the absolute best of my life. And I know your daddy feels the same way. Thank you for being such a perfect, easy, wonderful, and darn cute little guy. You made us a real family and we love you more than you will ever know.
All I have ever wanted was to be a mom. As I was finishing up college, I started to feel lost and incomplete because a career was not what I wanted next. And then I found out I was pregnant and I felt happy and blessed and content. I couldn't wait to meet you. Right before you were born, I got nervous and wondered how I could ever be the mom you would deserve. Then I held you in my arms and I felt peace. This is what I was meant to do; be your mom. And from the beginning it felt natural.You light up my every day. And I really cannot get over how cute you are.
I love spending every day together. I love that we're best buddies. I love how you walk to me with a big smile on your face. How you look for me when you're sad. How you hold your arms out to me so that I'll pick you up and hold you close. It makes me feel complete. And I love how you say "Daddy" constantly. You two have so much fun together.
Happy Birthday my little boy!
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| When we first met. |
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| 11.6.11 |
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| 11.6.12 |
(Don't mind the big scratch on your cheek. Unbeknownst to your dad, you followed him outside and, despite all our efforts to teach you how to descend stairs safely, you bravely stepped down and ended up with a cement burn:(. Poor baby. But you handled it like a champ.)